If you could relive one year of your life, which one would it be?
I’d Relive 2020…
Covid-19 was just hitting….on 3/17/20…California shut the fuck down. I did not mind it at all…
I was born for Covid.
I spent 10 months with my life-companion….24/7. The best 10 months of my life!
It ended with his death on 1/28/21.
I would have relived that year with more compassion , more in the moment, I didn’t worry about anything covid related, but he did. I would have talked to him more…eased his concerns more, laughed more…hugged him more…loved, more.
Most of all….talked to him, more.
Yes, 2020.
Covid-19….had/was nothing, in my case…nothing on what’s to follow….GRIEF.
Eva B.Cazares
P.S. I would also relive 2025. If only up to 9/4/25.
Hendrix Riddick Binx…..02/14/12-09/05/25…that’s why.
He was Michael’s Cat. And, Michael was his Human.
Riddick, as Michael Named him….and, I….grieved and mourn Michael together for 4 years and 8 months and 8 days.
“Henry” as I called him sometimes….died suddenly….Last Labor Day week . 9/1/25-9/5/25.
It was quick….i held him as he passed.
He was 13 years old.
I miss him.

I wish to relive 2025 just to hold him and to still have that last connection with him….as he was Michael’s.
I hope they are together.
Here’s to Hendrix Riddick Binx….aka:Henry
I met your papa officially ….on anther Labor Day week….1990. It does not escape me that you passed on a Labor Day week. You two….were the highlights of my Life.