I’ll play….

If you could relive one year of your life, which one would it be?

I’d Relive 2020…

Covid-19 was just hitting….on 3/17/20…California shut the fuck down. I did not mind it at all…

I was born for Covid.

I spent 10 months with my life-companion….24/7. The best 10 months of my life!

It ended with his death on 1/28/21.

I would have relived that year with more compassion , more in the moment, I didn’t worry about anything covid related, but he did. I would have talked to him more…eased his concerns more, laughed more…hugged him more…loved, more.

Most of all….talked to him, more.

Yes, 2020.

Covid-19….had/was nothing, in my case…nothing on what’s to follow….GRIEF.

Eva B.Cazares

P.S. I would also relive 2025. If only up to 9/4/25.

Hendrix Riddick Binx…..02/14/12-09/05/25…that’s why.

He was Michael’s Cat. And, Michael was his Human.

Riddick, as Michael Named him….and, I….grieved and mourn Michael together for 4 years and 8 months and 8 days.

“Henry” as I called him sometimes….died suddenly….Last Labor Day week . 9/1/25-9/5/25.

It was quick….i held him as he passed.

He was 13 years old.

I miss him.

I wish to relive 2025 just to hold him and to still have that last connection with him….as he was Michael’s.

I hope they are together.

Here’s to Hendrix Riddick Binx….aka:Henry

I met your papa officially ….on anther Labor Day week….1990. It does not escape me that you passed on a Labor Day week. You two….were the highlights of my Life.