Another month….another Full Moon.
On this April 26th 2021’s Pink Full Moon just happens to be someone’s “Earth” Birthday who departed this realm, aka: Earth, on the Wolf Full Moon. I would wish him a Happy Birthday in Heaven but…
I really don’t know about Heaven, right now. If that’s where he is or IS anywhere. Still not feeling the AfterWorld/AfterLife/Heaven/Hell/Valhalla/Elysian Fields/purgatory….Spirit World.
Nothing. Is that a feeling or local? Asked me before 1/28/21….and I would have said….No, felt! Why, yes….He’s in Heaven.
My own personal Angel, Michael.
But, I don’t know. I keep looking for, yep! SIGNS. That he’s o.k. That there’s something after Death. Which in turn…will make me feel, no…know, I’ll see HIM again.
So far…Zilch! Very disappointing.
Yet, I’m searching. I’ll search until the end of my days. I need proof now.
But I rather be the one grieving than him. It’s like an endless feeling of missing someone every second of a day. I miss him. I rather be missing him instead of him missing me. I don’t think he’d handle it well. Definitely. I knew him all to well…I rather go through it, than him. That’s how much I Love him.
Until then….the Grief, continues. Grieving is hard. It never takes a break and if it does it’s fleeting. It stops you in your tracks! I could easily lose it. Mind, body and Soul. That’s how hard it is…Grief. I wouldn’t recommend it, people. But all will. It’s just my turn is all.
So…I’ll countdown these year’s Full Moons while in grief/Mourning. Until another Wolf Full Moon occurs, and perhaps….perhaps after that one….I’ll view and write without grief.
Until then….Happy Birthday, Michael. Wherever you are.
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